"Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone
To have a deep soul relationship with another
To be loved throughly, and exclusively

But God, to a Christian says,
“No, until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content
With being loved by Me alone
With giving yourself totally and unreservedly to Me
With having an intensely personal relationship with Me alone
Discovering that only in me,
Is your satisfaction to be found,
Will you be capable of the perfect human relationship
That I have planned for you

You will never be able to unite with another
Until you are united with me
Exclusive of anyone or anything else
Exclusive of any desires or longings
I want you to stop planning
Stop wishing
And allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing
One that you cannot imagine
I want you to have the very best
Please allow Me to bring it to you

You just have to keep watching me, expecting the greatest things
Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I AM,
Keep listening and learing the things I tell you
You just listen, that's all
Don't worry,
Don't be anxious.
Don't look around at the things others have gotten,
Or what I've gotten them.
Don't look at the things you think you want
You just keep looking to Me,
Or you'll miss what I want to show you.

And then, when you're ready
I'll surprise you with a love
Far more wonderful than any you would dream of
You see, until you are ready,
And until the one I have for you is ready
(I am working even at this moment to have you both ready at the same time)
Until you are satisfied exclusively with Me
And the life I prepared for you
You won't be able to experience the love that
Exemplifies your relationship with Me
And thus, is the perfect love.

And dear one, I want you to have this most wonderful love,
I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with Me
And to enjoy materially and concretely
The everlasting union of beauty, perfection and love.
Know I love you utterly,

I am God.Believe it and be satisfied.
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Kenneth Goh painted at 1:54 AM |

"firstly allow me to bitch that the damn title doesnt seem to appear on this damn template..... Grrrrr..... I miss the old one.

me not thinking straight at the moment

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Kenneth Goh painted at 12:14 AM |

"I figure by the time i write this, the readership for this forlorned space would have dwindled down tremendously ( not that there was much of one to begin with. )

Shouts to Josephine Julia Tan : the poor lassie's in Aus ! :
i never thought I'll say this but she is really missed / tho i dont talk to her much on MSN
that's cause she kinda remind me of the times in Germany. I never told anyone that but since I m in a melancholic mood right now, I'll spill the beans.

I remember Jan 09 2004 like it was just hours before. The long plane right. The first time I talk with cold hair coming out of the my mouth . The strange places/ roadsigns/ languages. Cars on the wrong side of the road.
Deutschland.
A place i learnt to learn and loathe. Over there, I had so much freedom. We had so much fun. staying together. Gossipping.

Kenneth Goh
Josephine Tan
Kenny Toh
Audrey Ng
Maryann Chesery !

the neatest and coolest people around. at least for the 1st month.

at first, all these people were strangers. well not quite strangers i guess. I reckoned of the whole Singaporean group , i was acquainted with the most people.
But these four people ... Jo/Kenny/Audrey and Mar ! They became close friends. at least while we were there.
Can you imagine having to live/ study / grocery shop AND eat with the same 3 /4 people all the time ... that was how things were like back then.
I miss the times me , jo and kenny wld hide in kennys room and make fun of audrey. haha take that cd. audrey kept playing my take that cd so much that i ended up never ever playing it . but i guess she grow on us as time passed. she became less haughty i guess. but after she came back , she was same as ever to me . The Bitch !

Why am I writing all this ?
well , a good friend of mine named Jan ( prounounced as Yaaan ) from germany emailed and evoked all these memories. Think i ll mass message all the friends in Germany and see if I ll get a similar response :>
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Kenneth Goh painted at 12:00 AM |